Dan Daiquiri

It’s so simple and obvious that we’re merely meant to exist. Always trying to escape ourselves and not feeling comfortable in our own skins. Running and turning at any opportunity and trying to pin reason unto everything we experience. Pareidolia and apophenia wreaking havoc and intertwining their way into every recess of our human consciousness.

There’s no rhyme or reason, yes there’s a vibrato but it’s hidden within the melody. We’re floating through space, fleeing time until it’s too late. Self development can be a rabbit hole which is easy to get lost in. It can also be an escape of sorts, an escape from distracting from the deeper understanding and acceptance one can have on oneself.

Has it really been all these years? Every day a rollercoaster of emotions and detractions seeking to pull me apart from myself. Through acceptance I feel vindicated, vindicated and propelled into some form of life nouveau. I felt all along that if I continued down the route I would, eventually I’d self destruct. Too scared and fearful to take the first step and spending an eternity down a hole I found no way out of. Doing the same thing over and over, like a record needle stuck rotating around the game of life and addiction.

Here is my reminder to always be present and to not run, the further you go the further you need to travel back to reality.